"It has been one of the greatest and mot difficult years
of my life. i learned everything is temporary. moments.
feelings. people. flowers. i learned love is about giving.
everything. and letting it hurt. i learned vulnerability
is always the right choice because it is easy to be cold
in a world that makes it so very difficult to remain soft.
i learned all things come in twos. life and death. pain
and joy. salt and sugar. me and you. it is the balance of
the universe. it has been the year of the hurting so bad but
living so good. making friends out of strangers. making
strangers out of friends. learning mint chocolate chip
ice cream will fix just about everything. and for
the pains it can't there will always be my mother's arms.
we must learn to focus on warm energy. always. soak
our limbs in it and become better lovers to the world.
for if we can't learn to be kind to each other how will
we ever learn to be kind to the most desperate
parts of ourselves."
« Ce matin
j’ai dit aux fleurs
ce que je ferais pour toi
et elles ont fleuri. »
« A quoi ressemble l’amour, demande la thérapeute
une semaine après notre rupture
et je ne sais pas très bien comment répondre à cette question
si ce n’est que je pensais que l’amour
te ressemblait tellement. »
you have so much
but are always hungry for more
stop looking up at everything you don't have
and look around at everything you do
where do we go from here my love
when it's over and i'm standing between us
whose side do i run to
when every nerve in my body is pulsing for you
when my mouth waters at the thought
when you are pulling me in just by standing there
how do i run around and chose myself
When snow falls
I long for grass
When grass grows
I step on it
When leaves change color
I beg for flowers
When flowers bloom
I pick them
I envy the winds who still witness you
« i do not weep because i'm unhappy i weep because i have everything yet i am unhappy »
« you are waiting for someone who is not coming back meaning you are living your life hoping that someone will realiaze they can't live theirs without you.
- realizations don't work like that »
« what do i care
if you love me
or miss me
or need me
when you aren't doing anything about it
if i'm not the love of your life
i'll be the greatest loss instead »
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