Extraits

Tolya était un Sanguinati dans la fleur de l’âge. En tout cas, il ne se sentait pas vieux. Mais, face aux humains au teint frais qui descendirent du train, il eut un peu l’impression d’être une nourrice de meute. Il semblait logique que les adultes les plus mobiles et les plus enclins à s’installer dans un endroit comme Bennett soient ceux qui n’avaient pas encore trouvé de partenaire, mais devaient-ils tous être aussi jeunes ? Les quatre mâles, des Intuits, à en juger par la façon dont ils examinaient les alentours, gardèrent leurs distances après l’avoir aperçu. Ils savaient que c’était un Sanguinati et qu’il était responsable de cette ville ; s’ils avaient voyagé jusque-là, ils disposaient forcément de cette information. Néanmoins, ils ne devaient pas avoir l’habitude de côtoyer son espèce. Peut-être même n’avaient-ils jamais eu de contact avec un terra indigene auparavant. La femelle, en revanche, s’approcha avec un grand sourire, la main tendue.

— Je suis Barb Debany. Ma famille me surnomme Bee parce que je m’appelle Barbara Ellen, BE si on prend les initiales, ce qui donne Bee, mais ici, comme c’est un endroit nouveau pour moi et tout, je préférerais qu’on m’appelle Barb. Se demandant pourquoi elle lui parlait d’un nom qu’elle ne souhaitait pas employer, Tolya lui serra la main, transformant la sienne en brume juste assez longtemps pour goûter le sang de la jeune fille et déterminer si sa volubilité était naturelle ou le fruit de certaines substances chimiques. Il ne détecta rien d’autre que l’adrénaline due à la nervosité et à l’excitation.

— Vous avez vos papiers, Barb Debany ?

— Oh ! Oui. Elle ouvrit l’un de ces sacs que portaient les humaines, fourragea un moment à l’intérieur, puis, les joues rouges, lui tendit la lettre. Tolya étudia le document signé par Vlad et Simon Wolfgard.

— C’est vous qui allez vous occuper des animaux.

(...)

— Ils vous ont dit que je n’étais pas une vétérinaire diplômée, non ? demanda Barb, l’air légèrement anxieuxe. Je ne suis qu’assistante.

— Vous êtes plus qualifiée que quiconque ici, donc, à partir de maintenant, vous êtes vétérinaire. Elle déglutit et pâlit, ce qui fit ressortir les taches de rousseur qui lui constellaient le nez et les joues.

— Pour commencer, les repas et l’hébergement seront inclus dans votre salaire. Je crois qu’il reste une chambre à la pension, sinon vous pouvez aller à l’hôtel. Vous avez le choix. Voyant les quatre jeunes hommes s’approcher, il ajouta :

— À condition de vous décider rapidement. Barb jeta un coup d’œil par-dessus son épaule.

— Il y a d’autres filles, à la pension ?

— Pas d’humaine comme vous. Les femelles, toutes espèces confondues, ne sont pas encore très nombreuses. Elle déglutit de nouveau. Puis elle esquissa un sourire.

— Ça fait partie de l’aventure, non ? Et ça fera des histoires à raconter à ma famille. Mon frère est policier à Lakeside. Il m’a donné un paquet d’enveloppes portant déjà son adresse ou celle de nos parents, toute une collection de timbres, et m’a dit : « Écris une fois par semaine, sinon… » Je ne pense pas que « sinon » représente une grande menace, vu la distance qui nous sépare. Tolya sourit.

— Je crois avoir rencontré votre frère quand je me suis rendu à Lakeside. Je me souviens d’un lieutenant Montgomery. Votre frère le connaît ?

— Crin de toupet ! le monde est petit, pas vrai ? Il éclata de rire, à la fois parce qu’elle semblait agacée et parce que sa façon de jurer l’amusait. Il espérait que cette humaine resterait un moment.

— J’ai envie d’aller me baigner, ce soir, annonça-t-elle, sans savoir elle-même s’il s’agissait d’une suggestion ou d’un défi.

— Avec la meute de femelles ? Elle comprenait sa question. Les autres filles avaient besoin d’une permission pour se rendre dans le quartier corbin.

— Non, avec toi. Rien que nous deux. Même pas Sam. Simon pencha la tête sur le côté.

— Pas Sam ? Pourquoi ? Elle déglutit.

— J’aimerais essayer de me baigner toute nue.

Il demeura immobile, au point qu’elle se demanda s’il respirait encore.

— Sans vêtements.

— Oui.

— Tous les deux tout nus. Sous forme humaine ?

— Oui. Mais… je ne veux pas aller plus loin.

— Après la tombée de la nuit ? Elle n’imaginait même pas tenter l’expérience en plein jour.

— Oui. Simon se gratta derrière l’oreille.

— D’accord. On rentre à la maison ?

— Notamment au risque de se faire cataloguer comme pro-Loups.

— Et de faire cataloguer ses proches, même s’ils ne côtoient pas les Autres, souligna Louis d’une voix posée. Ma femme est allée faire des courses avec une voisine, l’autre jour, une vieille amie. Elles font du covoiturage pour économiser des frais d’essence. Elles se sont garées sur un parking, à proximité des magasins. Là-bas, il y avait deux boucheries à quelques centaines de mètres l’une de l’autre, l’une avec le logo HAT en vitrine, l’autre non. Notre voisine est entrée dans la première, où on doit montrer sa carte de membre pour se faire servir. Ma femme a choisi la deuxième, car, d’un commun accord, nous avons décidé de ne soutenir HAT d’aucune manière.

— Que s’est-il passé ? demanda Monty.

— La voisine n’a rien dit, mais, quand ma femme est retournée au parking après avoir terminé ses courses, la voiture était partie. Cette amie de longue date l’a laissée en plan, tout simplement, et ne lui a pas adressé la parole depuis. Par tous les dieux ! elles avaient l’habitude de garder les enfants à tour de rôle, de dîner ensemble au restaurant ou d’aller au cinéma toutes les deux pour voir des films qui n’intéressaient pas le reste de la famille. Et maintenant…

— Chacun doit choisir son camp.

— Oui. J’espère juste que nous serons suffisamment nombreux à défendre le nôtre, le moment venu. Monty se tourna vers la vitre sans rien dire.

- Do you know what the Sharkgard call humans on a ship ?

- No, what ?

- Meat in a can.

Pour eux, les "trucs de fille " s'apparentaient aux porcs-épices : quand on s'en approchait de trop près, on risquait de se faire mal au museau.

Avait-elle froid point? S'il était resté avec elle la veille au soir, il y aurait tenu chaud.

- Meg ?(avec prudence, car elle était capable de ruer comme un élan sous le coup de la peur, il exerça une pression sur son épaule.) Il est l'heure de se réveiller, Meg.

elle poussa un grognement et s'enfuit sous les couvertures virgule ne laissant dépasser que le sommet de sa tête.

Mauvaise réponse.

le vent une main de façon à pouvoir parer un éventuel coup de pied, Simon posa l'autre sur la hanche de Meg et la fille rebondir à plusieurs reprises sur le matelas.

- Quoi? Qu'est-ce qu'il y a ?

— Et ne laisse pas Sam sortir, même pour aller faire pipi.

— Promis.

— Et si jamais Bug sort en courant je t’interdis de le suivre.

— D’accord. Bon sang ! Simon, tu te transformes en despote, ou quoi ?

Il ignorait ce qu’était un despote, mais ça ressemblait à une insulte, ou en tout cas à quelque chose qui méritait de se faire mordre.

Sur la première figurait une représentation aussi belle que terrifiante de ce qu'Henry supposa être l'une des formes des Aînés. La seconde était illustrée d'un visage souriant aux traits naïfs. Entre les deux se trouvait un biscuit pour Loup à moitié mangé.

Si les humains méritaient bien le qualificatif de « viande intelligente » attribué par les Autres, ils étaient aussi des prédateurs prompts à envahir des territoires qui ne leur appartenaient pas. Et, en dépit de ce qu’affirmaient leurs représentants officiels, ils ne se souciaient pas vraiment du bien-être de leurs semblables. Les membres du mouvement Les Humains Avant Tout avaient hurlé à la mort, accusant les terra indigene d’avoir causé une pénurie alimentaire à Thaisia, alors qu’en réalité c’étaient eux qui avaient vendu les stocks à l’Alliance des Nations Cel-Romano. Ces mensonges avaient provoqué à Lakeside un affrontement qui avait entraîné la mort de Crystal Crowgard et de l’agent de police Lawrence MacDonald. Ces événements avaient fini par attirer l’attention des terra indigene, qui ne s’approchaient que très rarement des endroits peuplés par les humains, et jamais avec des intentions bienveillantes.

CHAPTER 1

Sunsday, Juin 5

The sweet blood has changed things. You have changed because of her. We are intrigued by the humans who have gathered around your Courtyard, so we will give you some time to decide how much human the terra indigene will keep.

• • •

Simon Wolfgard, leader of the Lakeside Courtyard, stared at his bedroom ceiling, the words of warning, of threat, chasing away sleep, as they had for the past few nights.

The words weren’t the only thing chasing away sleep. Procrastination was a human trait, and in this past week, he’d discovered that it had its own kind of bite. Wolves didn’t procrastinate. When the pack needed food, they went hunting. They didn’t make excuses or find some unimportant thing that didn’t need doing at that very minute. They got on with the business of taking care of the things that in turn took care of them.

I wanted Meg to heal from the cut she made last week. I wanted to give her time before asking her to carry some of the weight of these decisions. She’s the Trailblazer who is finding ways for other cassandra sangue to survive. She didn’t make decisions for herself or anyone else for twenty-four years, and now she’s supposed to make all these important decisions that could mean life or death for . . . who? The other blood prophets? All the humans living in Thaisia?

Growling, as if that would scare his thoughts into hiding, Simon rolled over, closed his eyes, and pushed his face into his pillow, determined to get a little more sleep. But the thoughts were excellent hunters and devoured sleep.

We will give you some time to decide how much human the terra indigene will keep.

For the past week, he’d made excuses to himself and the rest of the Courtyard’s Business Association, and they had let him make those excuses because none of them—not Vlad or Henry or Tess—wanted to tell Meg what was truly at stake now. But time, like Meg’s strange, fragile skin, was not something he could afford to waste.

Rolling the other way, Simon stared at the window. As he raised his head, his ears shifted to Wolf shape, pricking to better catch the sounds outside.

Sparrows. Those first sleepy chirps that announced the dawn when the sky began its change from black to gray.

Morning.

Pushing aside the tangled sheet, Simon hustled into the bathroom to pee. As he washed his hands, he glanced over his shoulder. Did he need to shower? He bent his head and gave himself a sniff. He smelled like a healthy Wolf. So he would shower later when he’d have to deal with more than the one human who was his special friend. Besides, she wouldn’t be taking a shower either.

He took a step away from the sink, then stopped. Skipping a shower was one thing, but the human mouth in the morning produced scents strong enough to discourage close contact.

Loading toothpaste onto his toothbrush, Simon studied his reflection while he cleaned his teeth. Dark hair that was getting shaggy—he’d need to do something about that before the Courtyard’s guests arrived. Skin that had browned a bit from working outside without a shirt on. And the amber eyes of a Wolf. Human skin or Wolf form, the eyes didn’t change.

He rinsed out his mouth and started to put the toothbrush back in the medicine chest above the sink. Then he looked at his reflection and lifted his lips to reveal his teeth.

No, the eyes didn’t change when he shifted to Wolf, but . . .

Shifting his head to Wolf form, he loaded the toothbrush with toothpaste a second time and brushed the other, better, set of teeth. Then he growled because a Wolf’s mouth wasn’t designed to rinse and spit. He ended up leaning over the sink and pouring cups of water over his teeth and tongue so no one would think he was foaming at the mouth.

“Next time I’m just chewing a twig as usual,” he grumbled when he shifted back to fully human.

Returning to the bedroom, he pulled on jeans and a T-shirt. Then he stepped to the window and put his face close to the screen. Cool enough outside for socks and sneakers—and a sweatshirt since they would be walking at Meg’s speed, not his.

He finished dressing, then grabbed his keys out of the dish on his dresser and went out the door in his apartment that opened onto the back hallway he shared with Meg. He unlocked her kitchen door and opened it carefully. Sometimes she used the slide lock as extra security, and breaking her door by accident would just cause trouble.

He’d caused enough trouble the time he’d broken the door on purpose.

No slide lock. Good.

Simon slipped into Meg’s kitchen and quietly closed the door. Then he headed for her bedroom.

A light breeze coming through the partially opened window played with the summer curtains the female pack—Meg’s human friends—had helped her purchase and hang. The morning light also came through the window, giving him a clear look at the woman curled up under the covers.

Was she cold? If he’d stayed with her last night, she wouldn’t be cold.

“Meg?” Cautious, because she could kick like a moose when she was scared, he gave her shoulder a little push. “Time to wake up, Meg.”

She grunted and burrowed under the covers until only the top of her head showed.

Wrong response.

Holding out one hand to block a potential kick, Simon laid the other hand on her hip and bounced her against the mattress a couple of times.

“What? What?” Meg struggled to sit up, so he obligingly grabbed her arm and pulled.

“Time to wake up.”

“Simon?” She turned her head and blinked at the window. “It’s still dark.” She flopped down on the bed and tried to pull up the covers.

He grabbed the covers, and the brief game of tug had her sitting upright again.

“It’s not dark; it’s just early,” he said. “Come on, Meg. We’ll take a walk.”

“It’s not morning. The alarm clock didn’t go off.”

“You don’t need an alarm clock. You’ve got sparrows, and they say it’s morning.”

When she didn’t respond, Simon hauled her to her feet and steered her out the bedroom door and down the hallway to the bathroom.

“Are you awake enough to pee and brush your teeth?”

She closed the door in his face.

Taking that as a yes, Simon returned to Meg’s bedroom and pulled out the clothes she would need. Most of the clothes. Apparently a male wasn’t supposed to take a female’s underclothes out of a drawer unless he was mated to that female. And males weren’t supposed to see the underclothes unless females wanted the underclothes to be seen.

He didn’t understand why everyone fussed about taking clean clothes out of a drawer. Underclothes smelled a lot more interesting after the female wore them.

Probably not something human females wanted to know.

While he waited, he made up the bed, more to discourage Meg from falling back into it than because he wanted to tidy the room. Besides, running his hands over the sheets and breathing in her scent made him happy.

Why had he thought sleeping in his human form last night was a good idea, especially when it meant sleeping alone? If he had shifted to his Wolf form as he usually did, he could have stayed with Meg, could have curled up next to her in her bed.

All right, he hadn’t thought staying in human form overnight was a good idea, just a necessary exercise. Six Wolves from the Addirondak packs were coming to the Lakeside Courtyard next week to experience interacting with humans in ways they couldn’t in their own territory. Three were adults who were already dealing with the humans who lived in towns located in and around the Addirondak Mountains. The other three were juveniles who had completed their first year of the human-centric education that would train them to keep watch over the humans living in Thaisia.

Keeping watch to make sure humans kept to the agreements their ancestors had made with the terra indigene was dangerous work. The Others might refer to humans as clever meat—and they were—but they were also invading predators who grabbed territory whenever they could. And despite what their government officials said, humans weren’t really concerned with the overall well-being of their kind. Humans belonging to the Humans First and Last movement had howled about a food shortage in Thaisia and said the terra indigene had caused it. But it was the HFL humans who had sold the surplus stores of food to the Cel-Romano Alliance of Nations for profit and then lied about it. Those lies had spurred a fight in Lakeside that resulted in the deaths of police officer Lawrence MacDonald and Crystal Crowgard. By doing those things, humans had drawn the attention of terra indigene who usually stayed away from human-controlled places while their intentions were benevolent.

Those earth natives, who lived deep in the wild country, had decided that the humans living in Thaisia had committed a breach of trust, and all agreements between humans and the Others might be rescinded. Probably would be rescinded. Already there were restrictions on what kind of cargo could be carried by ships traveling on the Great Lakes. There were restrictions on what kind of human could travel from one human city to another. The human governments that oversaw human concerns on a regional level were reeling from the sanctions. If ships couldn’t carry food and merchandise from one region to another, if trains couldn’t carry food and fuel to cities that needed both, what would happen to all the humans living on the continent?

If the humans who were supposed to be in charge had paid any attention to Thaisia’s history, they would know what would happen to the humans. The invasive, two-legged predators would be eliminated, and the land would be reclaimed by the earth natives, the terra indigene, the Others.

But that wouldn’t be as easy to do as it had been a few centuries ago. Then, there was little that the humans built or used that would harm the land if left to decay on its own. Now there were refineries that processed the crude oil being drawn out of the earth. Now there were places that stored fuel. Now there were industries that might damage the land if left untended. How much would be harmed if those things were destroyed or abandoned?

Simon had no answers, and the terra indigene who watched over the wild country—the dangerous, primal beings who cloaked their true terra indigene nature in forms so old those shapes had no names—would not be concerned with answers. Even if everything else disappeared from the world to make room for the new that would be born from destruction and change, they would still exist.

The terra indigene shifters like the Wolves and Bears, the Hawks and Crows, referred to those forms as the Elders, a benevolent-sounding word for the beings who were Namid’s teeth and claws.

Meg returned from the bathroom, looking a little more awake and a lot less happy to see him. She was going to be more unhappy when she found out why he wanted to take this walk.

“Get dressed, Meg. We need to talk.”

She pointed at the bedroom door.

He was the leader of the Courtyard and she was an employee of the Courtyard, so she shouldn’t be allowed to give him orders, even nonverbal ones. But he was learning that, when dealing with humans, pack order wasn’t always maintained inside the den. Which meant Meg was dominant in her den and could disregard that he was dominant everywhere else.

He left the room and closed the door, then pressed his ear against the wood. Drawers opening, drawers closing. Movement.

“Stop hovering, Simon.”

She sounded annoyed instead of sleepy. Having sufficiently poked the porcupine, so to speak, he went back to her kitchen and checked out her cupboards and fridge to make sure she had enough people food. Half a quart of milk; a couple of bites of cheese—maybe more in terms of human bites; a small bowl of strawberries—her share of the berries she and Henry Beargard had picked yesterday; a wrapped half sandwich from A Little Bite, the Courtyard’s coffee shop.

Her cupboard had a canning jar of peaches, a jar of spaghetti sauce, and a box of spaghetti.

“If you’re poking around for leftover pizza, I ate it last night,” Meg said, entering the kitchen.

Simon closed the cupboard. Was this a typical amount of food for humans to store in the warmer months? He didn’t have more than this in his kitchen, but he usually chased down his meal and ate it fresh, so other foods were just supplements that he enjoyed for taste and were good for the human form.

“Did you want something to eat?” Meg asked.

“Later.” Leaving her kitchen, he went down the back stairs that led to the outer door, confident that she would follow him. Once outside, he took her hand, linking his fingers with hers, a form of contact and connection they’d started a week ago after she’d spoken prophecy about the River Road Community.

“The grass is wet,” Meg said. “Shouldn’t we walk on the road?”

Simon shook his head. This morning the road, which was wide enough for a vehicle and formed a circle inside the Courtyard, felt too human.

How to start? What to say?

They passed the expanded kitchen garden for the Green Complex, the only multispecies complex in the Courtyard. As a way to help the humans who were working for the Courtyard, the Others had agreed to let those humans share in the harvest if they did their share of the work. There was at least one human checking the garden every day, making sure the plants had enough water—and the females especially had eyes like a Hawk’s when it came to spotting a weed.

He spotted a scrap of fur at the edge of the garden but didn’t point it out to Meg. Something had come by to nibble on the seedlings and had ended up being someone’s dinner.

“You wanted to talk,” Meg said. “Is this about the sanctions? The Lakeside News has printed a lot of articles about the restrictions humans have to obey now.”

“A lot of howling for trouble they brought on themselves,” Simon growled.

“People are scared. They don’t know what the sanctions mean for their families.”

“Trust humans to try to build a beaver dam out of a couple of twigs. The sanctions are simple enough. Any human who belongs to the Humans First and Last movement is not allowed to travel on any right-of-way through the wild country. That means no roads, no trains.”

“Boat?”

Simon shook his head. “All the water in Thaisia belongs to the terra indigene. Ships on the lakes and rivers travel on sufferance. Always have.” And the Elementals known as the Five Sisters had already said that any ship that traveled the Great Lakes without their consent wouldn’t reach port. Well, the ship might, but the crew wouldn’t. After all, sinking the ship would soil the lake with all that fuel and debris. More likely, the ship would be set adrift after the easily transferred cargo had been removed. And the crew would become meals for the terra indigene doing the work of taking a human annoyance off the water.

“What about food?” Meg asked. “The newspapers and television reports said food can’t be transported from one region to another.”

“Either they’re lying to cause trouble or they were too busy yelling about it to listen.” As far as the Others were concerned, not listening was a big reason why humans, as a species, ended up needing harsh lessons: they refused to understand the warning nips. “Look, Meg, the buying and selling of foods and merchandise among the Simple Life folk, the Intuits, and the terra indigene isn’t going to change, and that includes all human settlements that are controlled by us. Any food coming from human-controlled farms has to be approved by Intuit and terra indigene inspectors before it’s allowed to cross from one region to another. We’re doing that to make sure humans can’t lie again about food shortages here while they’re selling that food to humans in another part of the world.” He huffed out a breath. “But that’s not what we need to talk about. This Courtyard—actually, a select group within this Courtyard—has been given a duty by the Elders, the earth natives who watch over the wild country. And that select group includes you because you’re the one who changed things.”

“Me?” Meg’s legs stuttered. “What did I do?”

Simon smiled. “You’re you.”

Meg Corbyn, Human Liaison for the Lakeside Courtyard, was a cassandra sangue, a blood prophet who saw visions when her skin was cut. She had stumbled into Howling Good Reads during a snowstorm, looking for work, on the run from the man who had owned her and had cut her for profit. As vulnerable and inexperienced as a puppy, she had worked hard to learn her job as Human Liaison and also worked just as hard to learn how to live. Some of the humans who worked for the Courtyard rallied around her, helping her, teaching her, even protecting her. And that changed the relationship those humans had with the Others.

Simon’s smiled faded. “How much human will the terra indigene keep? That’s what we have to figure out.”

Meg stopped walking. “What does that mean?”

“That’s the other thing we have to figure out.” He tugged on her hand to get her moving again, but she just stared at him, her gray eyes the same color as the morning sky.

“How much human will you keep? What are you supposed to decide? If the terra indigene in human form get to keep things like fingers and thumbs? Because fingers and thumbs are really useful. Henry is a sculptor. He wouldn’t want to do without them. Neither would you.”

Simon studied her. Maybe human brains really did take longer to wake up than terra indigene brains. When he woke up, he was awake. He yawned, he stretched, and he was ready to play or hunt or even deal with the human work generated by the Business Association and Howling Good Reads, the bookstore he ran with Vladimir Sanguinati. Even though Meg was a special breed of human, apparently her brain didn’t have a speedy wake-up button.

But he slept with her most nights, and he knew she wasn’t usually this slow. So maybe sparrows were a sufficient call to morning for the body but the brain needed the mechanical alarm clock? Or maybe it was a difference between human males and females? He’d have to ask Karl Kowalski, who was Ruthie Stuart’s mate as well as one of the police officers assigned to working with the Courtyard.

He started walking again and pulled Meg along for a couple of steps before she moved on her own.

“It’s not about the shell.” Simon thumped his chest with the fingers of one hand. Then, because this was Meg and they were learning together about a lot of things that involved humans, he told her more than he would have told another human—he told her his own fears. “In a way, it is about the shell. Namid shaped the earth natives to be her dominant predators, and we continue to be dominant because we learn from the other predators who walk in our world. We take their forms to blend in and watch them, learn how they hunt, how they live. We absorb a lot of their nature just by living in that form. Not everything. We are first, and always, earth natives. But because the animal forms have become a part of what is passed down to our young, a terra indigene Wolf isn’t the same anymore as a terra indigene Bear or Hawk or Crow. Those forms have been around for a long time—and forms like the Sharkgard have been around even longer.”

They walked in silence for a minute.

“Are you afraid of becoming too human?” Meg asked.

“Yes.”

“Well, you won’t,” she said fiercely, squeezing his fingers. “You’re a Wolf, and even when you’re not a wolfy-looking Wolf, you’re still a Wolf. You’ve said so. Looking human or running a bookstore won’t change that.”

Simon thought about what she was saying under what she was saying.

Meg didn’t want him to be more human. She needed him to remain a Wolf. Because Meg trusted the Wolf in ways she didn’t trust a human male.

He felt a lightness inside him that hadn’t been there a minute ago. Working in a Courtyard, especially for the terra indigene who had to spend so much time around humans, was a danger because there was always the risk of absorbing too much of the human form and no longer fitting in with your own kind. That had worried him, more so lately as his exposure to humans became personal. But Meg wouldn’t allow him to become too human because she needed him to retain the nature and heart of a Wolf.

He slanted a glance at her, with her clear gray eyes, and fair skin with those rose-tinted cheeks, and that thick black hair that was cropped so short it felt like puppy fuzz. Short and slim, and gaining some visible muscle beneath that fragile skin.

How much human would be too human for Meg?

Simon shook off the thought. He had enough challenges at the moment.

“You don’t have to be afraid of what you might absorb from our human friends,” Meg said quietly. “They’re good people.”

“How do you know?”

“I’ve known the bad kind of people.” A grim reminder of the place where she’d been raised and trained and cut for profit.

He nodded to let her know he’d heard her. “We should consider what we’d like to keep, what we would be willing to make for ourselves if humans weren’t around.”

She gave him a sharp look, and her voice trembled when she said, “Are humans going to go away?”

“Maybe.” He didn’t say extinct. Meg was smart enough to hear the word anyway. And he didn’t tell her that the Lakeside Courtyard was the reason the Elders hadn’t already made that decision about the humans living on the continent of Thaisia.

“Can I talk to Ruth and Merri Lee and Theral about this?”

“They’re human, Meg. They’re going to want to keep everything.”

“There are a lot of things humans need that I don’t know about. I spent twenty-four years living in a compound as property, living in a cell once I was old enough to be by myself, and I don’t remember how the girls lived before being old enough to begin training. And you know what the Courtyard needs, but surely that isn’t everything either.”

“By the agreements with humans, a Courtyard is supposed to have whatever the humans in that city have, so if it’s not in the Courtyard, humans don’t really need it.” That was a thin-ice kind of truth that wouldn’t hold any weight if put to the test, and they both knew it. “Besides, if you tell the female pack, Ruthie and Merri Lee will tell their mates, who are police.”

“Who are around a lot and are helpful,” Meg countered.

He couldn’t argue with that. Karl Kowalski and Michael Debany were making an effort to understand the terra indigene and were likable males, even if they were human. And Lawrence MacDonald, another police officer and Theral’s cousin, had died recently when a group of humans and Others went to a stall market in Lakeside to give the Crowgard a chance to buy some shinies and little treasures. That field trip ended when their group was attacked by members of the Humans First and Last movement. Almost everyone except Vlad had been wounded during the fight, and MacDonald and Crystal Crowgard had died.

“You should also ask Steve Ferryman for his suggestions,” Meg said.

“Meg . . .”

“Those Elders didn’t tell you that you couldn’t ask humans, did they?”

He sighed. “No, they didn’t, but we have to be careful about how many humans know about this. The humans who belong to the HFL are our enemies. They’re burrowed in towns all across Thaisia, and they’re the reason the Elders are looking at all the humans on the continent rather than eliminating the badness in one town and reclaiming the land.”

Of course, he’d already told three humans what was now at stake. He believed Captain Burke and Lieutenant Montgomery could be trusted, but he hadn’t known the third man who had been at the meeting when he told them about the sanctions. Greg O’Sullivan worked for the governor of the Northeast Region, so it was possible that there were already enemies of the terra indigene who were plotting to cause the final bit of trouble that would tip the scales.

If that happened, it wouldn’t be the first time humans disappeared from a part of the world, and Simon doubted it would be the last.